Now, that I have been vegan for 2 years, and fighting for animal rights, most of the time I can handle the horrible things I hear and see, without crying or losing sleep over it. I’ve found my own way to protect myself.
But then sometimes, like today, I just collapse about it. It’s not just like being sad or angry about things, wich people do to animals.
It’s more like I’m losing all faith in humanity, I start to feel dirty, because I’m part of this species. I just wanna sit in the shower and cry.
It causes me physical pain and makes me sick. I really cannot understand, how humans can ignore the obvious pain, fear or loneliness in animal’s eyes. How they can ignore their sounds. How they can ignore the fact that they’re hurting and killing innocence.
I don’t know how take it…I just don’t know.